The
Temple of High Magic: Hermetic Initiations in the Western Mystery Tradition
By
Ina
Custers-van Bergen
An
Excerpt: Back to the Roots*
Pathworking
The pathworkings in this book are not chosen at random. They are
stories whose images are very carefully chosen, and whose images have been
used in our culture for centuries: accidentally and deliberately, in fairy
tales and folk stories, in mythological stories and in normal speech.
These images have specific effects on the Inner World.
At the moment that you project yourself inside the story, your
emotions and feelings will interact with the story. These movements in
the Inner World have the goal of stimulating certain processes in the
consciousness.
This form of meditation is specific to Spiritual Magic and
affects the daily life of people. This meditation method is practiced
with the symbols that are classically connected to the Sephiroth and the
paths of the Qabalistic Tree of Life.
The Robe of the Magician
To give you an idea of
the importance of the ritual clothing and the experience this
gives, I will take you with me on a pathworking journey. First, prepare
yourself for a meditation. Take care that you will not be disturbed
during the exercise. Make sure that you are comfortable. First relax and
stabilize your breathing into the rhythm of four counts in, hold two, four
out, hold two. When you look toward the black of your closed eyes,
imagine looking into the blackness of a starry night. In your mind, look
downward, and you will see that your feet are standing on a floor with black
and white tiles.
Now the floor appears
to be moving. It seems to stretch out in all directions. You are
highly impressed by the wideness of the landscape, and it only stretches
itself out farther in all directions. It becomes bigger as you are aware
of your own heartbeat. You see that, slowly, stars start to appear in the
space above you and below you. Now you clearly hear the voice of a female
guide:
"I will
take you with me to a place on the Inner Planes where you will be clothed in
Divine robes. It is important that you lay down your common clothes. Take
off your clothes and cleanse yourself with the Waters that come
down from Heaven."
To your amazement it
starts to rain softly. The black and white floor starts to change shape, and
stairs develop in black and white. The water starts to reflect the
starry heavens. You decide to undress yourself and bathe in the basin
that forms at your feet. You decide to drench yourself in the basin.
When you come out of the
Waters, it has started snowing. In spite of the white flakes that descend on
your skin, you do not feel cold. Together with the white flakes of snow, a
golden spider descends on a thin thread. The spider hangs before you, and
she weaves the snowflakes into a pattern. To your amazement, the snow
crystallizes on your skin into a silk robe that is decorated with the most
beautiful ice flowers.
"I dress
you in the purity of a winter night. This absolute purity is the state of
your soul when you cleanse yourself in the primordial source of the
universe. To take care that your core remains pure as long as
possible, I will now weave a mantle of concealment for you. This I weave
from velvet threads, black in color, which I will spin out of the starry
night."
You watch how the spider
works: she tears threads out of the night and, where she pulls them out of
the surface, little holes form in the velvet black depth. The spider tells
you:
"Because I
weave the mantle of concealment, an activity is generated. Everywhere
that I take threads from the night,
a void is created. This nothingness will fill itself. The
cosmos always returns to its state of balance, and the emptiness that is
caused because I weave for you your mantle of concealment will fill itself
with fate. And now watch how the emptiness fills itself with star fire. In
this way a horoscope is created. Do not fear, because fate will strengthen
your soul and give it more splendor than ever."
The spider finishes the
beautiful black mantle that is woven from the starry night.
"Now we
need the materials with which to fasten this mantle onto your white robe."
The spider starts to
work again, and she plucks fire from the stars of the Zodiac
from the heavens, and attaches sparks of stellar fire on a brooch.
The jewel radiates, and as you watch it you have realizations without
understanding where they come from.
"See here, the jewel
of wisdom," the spider says. "This appears
to me an excellent brooch to pin the mantle of concealment
onto your left shoulder. Now we need another pin to fix the right
side."
The spider looks into the
night sky and says thoughtfully: "The mantle of concealment will embrace you
and protect you with the Understanding
of the Great Mother."And
promptly a supernova explodes in the dark night, a blood red explosion
against the deep black background.
"Ah . . ."the spider
says. "Of course! The mantle is pinned on the right side with a black rose
with a blood red heart: the symbol of the Great Mother."The spider
takes the explosion out of space and weaves it into a brooch of black
obsidian with a kernel of blood red star ruby. This she uses to pin the
mantle at your left shoulder.
"You are now dressed in the regalia of the novice. All other pieces of
clothing of the Heavenly Man are woven by me when you have earned them
yourself. You need to create the warp of the threads
by your aspiration, hope, and prayer. The woof you create by endurance,
sound thinking, and sweat. The regalia of the Initiate are hidden in the
secret spaces that you find at the sides of the road of the Ladder of
Light." |